I think we are all struckeling in life and are hoping to make the right choices.
You must do where you are feeling good at.
I have sold by last business while i didn't have to do that. The management fee where sky high but i had no fun anymore. I had sales people around me but i didn't get a grip on them so i tried different systems and than the idea game for my new company.
It took me 4 years to develop the cms. 2 failures with 2 company's and now the tech guys are share holders. In my head it is the perfect cms because it has interaction and the prospect and customer is involved in the whole sales process. We starten in January this year but man it is heavy to put it in the market. Why? Well if you work with it as a sales guy you can never say again ' i have called him and next month i ring him back' while he didn't do it. In our system the customer is involved so he see's what happens. So many people only think that they are being checked. Well i don't want to sell the cms but it gives the sales grip on the customer and the manager gets more grip on his sales. So now and then i also think am i making the right choice to do this while i also can go back to my old company and make much more money because no i am a startup but there i is was sad. Now i am eager, fighting, disapointing and very very happy if a suspect is making a account on our system (free). So if you do it for the money take a look at this film
Maybe it inspires you
If you do it for yourself (and ofcourse your family) go where your feeling is.
Good luck with your choices.